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Monday, September 21, 2009

fuck it.

Fuck what's acceptable by any of your standards. I'm diving in, writhing forward, bouncing around and screaming inside. I can't stop the dirty dirty thoughts. They're everywhere, in everything I touch or smell or hear. I'm like that 7 year old girl in the back of the second grade classroom drawing penises all day. THIS is unacceptable. And no, it's not that I'm picky. I just have a very cleverly designed selection process. I want what I want... and when I want it enough, I’ll do anything I can to get it, and keep it. Yeah yeah, whatever. Sounds like a suitable mantra, but it’s all bullshit. It's getting to the "enough" stage that has provided you with this (doomed to be regretted) admission of pure, seething, splintering sexual frustration. Porn becomes habit. The necessary motions in your empty bed sizzle and die as fast as they started, and it all begins and ends in the exact same way. It’s so infuriating… and so exciting, to be so arrogantly captivated by my own immoral code. To wait, until enough is “enough” and I unleash all this pent up fury on some unsuspecting stranger.

6 comments:

Ally Kaht said...

7 years old and drawing dicks? Bit young but ok. Why is it unacceptable? You want what you want when you want.. thats human nature ^_^

Ally x

Rudes said...

I am amused by the walrus.

chaser said...

don't get me started....wake up at 3:30....FEELING THAT HEAT...that god damned hot emptyness....like porno could somehow assuage that clawing...yeah, right

Ben. said...

http://www.sustainabilitysymbol.com/the-walrus-a-canadian-magazine-for-intelligent-readers/#comment-269


While searching the meaning walrus symbolised, I came across this magazine. Thought you might be interested.

I hope the bane of your walrus doesnt drive you too mad! Three fingers-The symbol of sustainability. Check the mag out. BC.

LePiningLupine said...

Isn't having a cleverly designed selection process being picky? Second, wanting what you want when you want it isn't very clever... though I see nothing wrong with it.

*crosses his fingers and hopes to be the unsuspecting stranger... someday*

Loopenis said...

Oh.... now that my braincells have started working I got the message :\

Yea, I hope that unsuspecting walrus gets what's coming to him (did I read it right this time? I'm so sleepy woman! Like you'd never believe... so spare me.) Is it so wrong that I thought by fury you meant anger and not horniness ad infinitum? I'm stupid, get used to it.

if you happen to be a billionaire...